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About Me Member Pseudo-Intellectual Ross Neesom20/Male/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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The Eyes Of The Devil

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Tue Dec 8, 2009, 5:32 PM
It's amazing how much you find out about people when you actually get to know them, and how much your opinion changes....
E.G.

I found you talkative and not that deep,
Now I worry about you at least once a day
And realise I still haven't figured you out.
But you continue to be a constant source of wonder and intruige.

I found you overly friendly, but not false,
Now we barely speak, and whenever we meet,
I don't know how sugar coated the stuff you're saying is.

I found you fairly base level, and not my type of friend,
Now I keep in contact with you more than any other friend,
And the music we make together has saved my life.

I found you cold, but intruiging... and goth,
Not somebody who I'd ever get to know that well though.
Now, I talk to you for hours every day,
And have vented to you about shit I've never vented about before.

I found you interesting, funny and dark,
I thought you and I were similar.
I still do.
How fucking rare is that!?

I thought you were a bit of a dick, and arrogant.
Now you're one of my closest friends,
and I know of few people with more paranoia,
and I know of nobody I could trust more.

I found you fascinating, honest and open...

Now there is nobody I know less, trust less
or care less about.
(the care less bit is a lie, but I do my best...)

  • Listening to: Blue October
  • Watching: LAPTOP SCREEN LOLZ
  • Eating: Walkers Sensations :o
  • Drinking: Tea

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i curled up under my duvet
the sweat mingled with
(what i recall to be)
tears

i watched as it approached me
and saw the acceptance in it's eyes
this comforted me

we went outside
(we couldn't sleep)
we discussed the possibilities
of the next day (and what remained in this life).

i confessed my love for him
not in a 'lets go out' way
in the way that i knew
that i would never be able
to communicate with anyone on that level
again.
at that moment i knew
we would remain close forever.


i was wrong. more wrong than anyones ever been.
and now we are both lost, in such different ways.



i miss what he was.
and i miss what i was.


i miss 'the old days'.



it's been 3 years now, but it still frustrates me. one of those many times when you wish you could just go back, and warn your old self what you were about to get yourself into.... doubt i would have listened, but it'd be nice to try.

even knowing now that he was never the person i thought he was, and could never be the friend i expected him to be, i still respect him. i am a mug, clearly.

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and thats me, somewhat hooked on nostalgia, interesting friendships old and new, drugs, paranoia, etc.

enjoy
xx
ross

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  • Current Residence: Brighton, UK
  • Interests: Writing, singing, films, drinking, smoking, talking, reading, listening, looking, smelling, tasting
  • Favourite movie: Requiem For A Dream
  • Favourite band or musician: Currently? David Ford or MSI
  • Favourite genre of music: Alt Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kay Redfield Jamison
  • Favourite style of art: Alternative
  • Operating System: Windows Vista.... bah
  • MP3 player of choice: None
  • Wallpaper of choice: "Pain Is An Illusion" Tool Wallpaper
  • Favourite game: Super Smash Bros Melee
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sonic The Hedgehog

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:iconscars-of-jude:
This is Mike. I created an account to spy on you. If you ever need artwork for Wasting Grace feel free to nick my stuff.
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thank you for the favorite (:

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"I’m not a writer—I just have an unhealthy obsession with words."
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Thank you for the fav, you have an amazing gallery btw, keep it up =]
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I just trawled through about 3 billion IE favourites to get back to your page (yes I hoard stuff) but I watch you now, so there is no chance of evading me again, Mr Neesom...

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Rossy :P

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....Ross? or someone who is as obsessed with Aaron as Ross is..........?

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